school application

im going to a new school in september. i already filled most of the needed papers. although im kinda scared. its very important for me to be accepted. i hope my exam scores will be enough... 

  

new neighbour

Butch moved in !  

and also Katt moved out :( wish her luck on her new journey...

Butch looks nice. I hope we're gonna be good pals. Only thing that scares me is his eyebrows... he looks like hes always angry...  please chill

i can't sleep!

what do i do... i feel so bad but cant fall asleep. i can hear the same lines from hamilton running over and over in my head. "from your sister, whos always by your side... to your union" "young man. yo, who the f is this?!?" my belly hurts, my head is going to explode in a second, i feel like hit by a truck. a big one. i cant even make it to the bathroom to brush my teeth

current villagers on my island: june

	Buck	Starter	no offense but if you ever think abt moving out.. go ahead.
	Drago	2nd row  moving	ur a really cool guy
	Shep	moved themselves	you... exist.
	Ankha	moved themselves	ur adorable
	Bertha	2nd row moving	heey shes kinda cute
	Anicotti	2nd row moving	first of all why r u green...
	Katt	Starter	shes moving out soon :( she was cool

rating my primary school teachers

 more of a fun post here. let's rate my past teachers in a 0-10 scale.

   ENGLISH TEACHERS 

• mrs. K:  -2/10  *homophobic *possibly a psychopath *literally used to make kids cry *humiliating her students on purpose *jokes aboutt marginalised groups of people
• mrs. S: 8/10 *lovely *let me draw in her class *vegan *nice to students *can't teach properly tho... *but still super cool 

   MATH TEACHER

•    9/10 *super nice *i miss her *let me rewrite my tests over and over until i get it right *also let me draw sometimes *tried her best to make classes interesting *had sense of humor *the way she prepared us for exam wasn't perfect-

   PE TEACHER

• 2/10 *trying to ""motivate"" us by saying we're the worst *constantly labeled depressed people as lazy and selfish *hypocrite *called us "smelly lazy kids" because someone didn't return their book *was rude to students who couldn't afford donating to every charity we were made to *was only nice to parents
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LITERATURE CLASS TEACHER

• 7.5/10 *she wasn't a bad person *i appreciated her a lot actually *she had her favourites tho... *sometimes pretentious *making us overwork ourselves *too strict *had cool sense of humor tho *some of her classes were actually interesting *she prepared us well for the exams *she wasn't a homophobe, thank god. *her classes could be very tiring *appreciated if a student improved over time *sometimes could be pretentious and shout at us

SOCIAL SYSTEM EDUCATION (i hate these classes)

• 0/10 *transphobic *purposefully misgendering my trans pal *medicalising queer people *at least she wasn't like "gays bad" or "abortion bad" *ignored the fact of a student's social anxiety and made them answer in front of whole class which caused a panic attack *pretentious fuck *made us overwork *at least she gave everyone fair marks on tests i guess?

IT TEACHER

• 5/10 *chill *isn't pretentious *we even did coming outs in class and she didn't care *never knew what she was doing tho *14 yo students knew better about her lessons than herself *tried to teach us useful things sometimes *unorganised asf *annoying voice *we could have memes in our presentations and she was chill with it
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eating disorder

at the beginning of the year 2019 i developed an eating disorder. i was obsessed with counting everything. i fell from 55kg to 49 in a few months. these were horrible times. i tried to go to the therapist, but she just made it worse. i was really sick. fortunately, i made it and recovered about august. recovery is worth it. not eating isnt.  

youtubers

The best youtube people. 

(1) Nicholas Black

This is my absolute favourite.  Nick has 2 types of videos: hilarious memes and deep discourses. 

(2) Linh Truong

 Her videos are super fun and aesthetic.

(3) Lavendaire                                                                                                  

She makes lifestyle and inspirational videos that are soothing to watch