a lot happened since but i think im back at square one. i have autism.
a medical professional told me that. i mean, thats not a diagnosis but still a pretty reliable source.
not much really changed. and thats good ? i guess. i still have the same friends as before. i have the same special person in my life. im really grateful for that.
i also still hate my ex with a passion. even despite not speaking with them for a year. i wont forgive them, i dont think i will.
i want to change the layout of this blog soon though. it doesnt fit me that well anymore and i want it to be a safe space for myself
its also like a diary and its sometimes more fun to write in english than in my native language in my regular journal
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