30 july

i dont want to go to my familys house. i feel awful there 

1 am after 3rd of july

tummy still hurts but i got my meds back.

i love you 

i need to sleep right now.

i woke up at 10, horrified, bc someone called me. i thought it was from work. but it ended up being an automatic telemarketer so i woke up for nothing

gn 

3am aches

:)

im in the bathroom. im washing my face. 

okay. i washed my face with some green cleanser goo.

now the moisturiser

thats thanks to my boyfriend.

he taught me to use that and now i cant go back, apparenty.

all my muscles hurt.

back in my room

i hear a fly in my room.

i hate it 

i killed it!

i already took an ibuprofen bc im hurting bad.

im clearing out my bed 

i just threw everything on the chair.

im taking vitamin c

now allergy medication 

its sealed so hard i have to cut the pod to open it

it is exactly 3:02 am

im finally in bed

 i need to find a way to get back my ibs medication bc this shit is killing me. 

btw i finished therapy but i think this deserves another post a dedicated one