how i cope with missing her

should be noted that this person is actually still alive, but left me and changed so much that i no longer know them.

she loved strawberries and the sunset.

She loved flowers on meadows.

She called herself the moon to my sun.

I thought she cared for me and was always there for me.

She loved halloween.

She liked pictures,movies. loved walks at night.

She was studying japanese.

She had so many dreams.

She thought of death so often.

She thought death was beautiful