Saturday, 12 August 2023

feeling a bit depressed at night

i am so tired but i have not been sleeping well lately. all my friends are on vacation. all of them. 
also i dont know if i can call all of them friends. 
but at leastvmy boyfriend is my friend too. but they are on vacation of course. i feel so isolated. i went on a short bike ride. it helped a little bit but not much 
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im too hot and too cold. and i cant breathe. my nose is runny. 
i am so tired. but not sleepy 
im sick of all if this
im sick of not having actual friends here. bc these ones talk to me at school, sure but i have nothing to talk about with them except school drama. dont get me wtong,i love drama and im kinda nosy even though i try not to show it, but thats all we talk about. 

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