im so tired and my hand and stomach hurt
also one of my closest highschool friends forgot about my birthday
also i cant find myself in all of this i dont know if i should try to get testosterone soon or not because i feel like its too early and also too late, i still feel like a child but like my time is running out and i'll never be happy
and im scared ill never be happy even on testosterone bc i cant accept myself for who i am now and i will never look good in my eyes i will always have this large face and weird huge lips and soulless eyes and my belly will always stick out and i will always be built weird and look like a monster
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