weight:(

i feel fat even though i lost some weight recently but i gained a little bit in two weeks.. i feel like i should start eating less and counting calories😬 im already doing it sometimes but noone can find out or they'll tell me to stop and pay attention to what im eating. im not starving myself or anything but i feel bad for eating so much pizza today:/ i know i felt really bad when i first had an eating disorder but now im starting to get these thoughts again sometimes 

cw: 66.5

lw: 65.9

hw: 75

tracker pic so i dont lose it :p