school trip

im a bit sad and tired and in pain.

i had a school trip today amd it was fine, i liked gaming with my friend and i liked the museum a lot

but now everything hurts me 

abd my bf wont go to sleep 

im also very dysphoric and feel bad about myself in genetal but i have noone to talk to at this moment 

i feel like if i hurt myself people would tell me why didnt i talk to someone but rifht now idk who to talk to im really embarrassed about things im going through in my head