;p

i havent been sleeping well lately. im also sick, which leaves me with too much time on my hands. usually im able to distract myself during the day, i watch stuff without looking at the screen and play videogames along with it. i like that because it does a great job at preventing me from having any complicated thoughts. i still bite my fingers till blood spills out when im sitting alone on my bed. 

my tummy hurts 

i dont feel sad but a little bit empty