im itchy

i just taped off my fingers so i dont bite them off  but this tape is literal shit and its coming off already ive been under so much stress lately i barely handle it. i keep laughing abt how im gonna lose all my hair by the time im in college 

i had a serious mental breakdown yesterday

also my back hurts like crazy and my skin is itchy

im thinking about my bf and his soft hair and how hes so gentle and warm and makes me feel loved and he has really beautiful eyes and hes just so much cooler than me